no matter what, this
will never mean more to me than this
We don’t know outright, because the narrative has yet to explain it to us. All we know is that something is wrong, and we feel bad for him, even though we don’t know why we do. But perhaps we can draw some conclusions based off of some of the clues this episode has left us with.
Bear with me as I talk about three things that really intrigued me about this episode. (This will be mostly out of order, but I’ll try to follow at least the basic structure of the episode.)